Fireworks, they are so special and heart warming, yet they are short lived.
eversince, i read this from ur facebook.
i knew that sth is wrong.

Today, i'm gonna pour all my sorrows and then i will look forward to my life.
this is not my first time.
i already knew we have communications breakdown. i knew that long ago.
on our last date, i already know something is wrong.
but, i dont know how to solve.

you said, i'm am impt to you. okay
i shouldnt have believe it.
we end it because you told me there's no sparks.
wtf is this reason?
then in the first place, you should have tell me, this is our try out period and not honeymoon period.

whatever it is, both of us know we put in effort,
lastly, if that is the decision you had made, i truly accept it.

readers out there, when they say "I love you" they only mean at the moment of time. even though they state " I love you Forever"
dont ever trust it.

okay, lastly.
i dont know will you ever read my blog, but still

I thank you for all the memories we had.
I thank you for the first month, for the effort you made on that surprise.
I thank you for this 57 days.